My first edits - Rehza

so its been about 2 years since I stopped editing now (Im 16 now, 2019) and Im just curious how dead my channel is haha. So I just put together some of my very first edits ive ever made and decided to show them. My life is going pretty well, I finally no longer have wrist tendonitis and now am passionate about music and playing instruments like guitar in genres like metal. I dont expect anyone to watch this considering how long its been and how the community is basically dead but yeah. Probably wont upload again so yeahhh. Update on my life (June 2021): Video editing was awesome back in the day, I'd just get home from school and hop on xbox or edit all day for years. That was until I reached the lowest point in my life. Apart from being pretty sick for 2 years from 2014-16 with anxiety and bowel problems which was the toughest stage of my life at that moment but then 2017 hit even worse-- I got wrist tendonitis in both wrists (similar to carpel tunnel syndrome) from playing too much guitar and also I got it in both my feet. I then had to quit edtting because the pain was terrible, completely quit gaming, sports outside of school, and quit playing music. Basically I had nothing-all my pleasures were gone, I lived with it for a whole year and honestly thought It would never go away, and I had to accept that. I was excluded, depressed, not great mentally. I just basically watched mostly netflix and youtube until one day I came across this video that got my attention--I had never watched that sort of stuff. It was a video about the world where living in now, it's incredibly evil, and that everything in the world is about get insanely traumatic. It woke me up to the fact that everything we are seeing right now in the world, is exactly what Jesus prophesied 2000 years ago. It might seem profound and hard to believe, but we are in the last generation and I can prove it from a secular/atheistic point of view--animal populations have declined 70% in 40 years, studies show all insects will be extinct in the next 100 years and humans will soon follow, fish populations are declining, human sperm counts are reducing rapidly, making mankind sterile by 2045 and unable to reproduce, also climate change, and the doomsday clock where atomic scientists meet to discuss how close we are to destroying ourselves with war, who say we are the closest we've ever been to total destruction aka, doomsday. The video I watched was spot on with the new world order agenda in relation to the bible and global events right now proving this is the last generation. This video convicted me of my sin; that if I was to die tonight, I would end up in hell because the bible says the wages of sin is death. Like a judge will give a guilty criminal who's committed murder the death sentence--it's what he's earned. Also that all liars, thiefs, blasphemers, adulterers, fornicators will not inherit the kingdom of God. Jesus said that if you look upon a woman to lust after her, you committ adultery with her in your heart. So then I repented of my sins, confessed and forsook them, and truly trusted in Christ who died for all my sins and rose again. If your in court and you have a stack of speeding fines you can't pay, and someone comes and pays it, the judge can let you go even though your guilty- and that's what Christ did on the cross. Since that time nearly 3 years ago, my life was so much greater, no more depression, no more fear of the future and what's coming onto the earth, I have joy unspeakable and peace that transcends all human understanding that's not based in temporary pleasure, but in the God who gave me life. God's nature is joy and peace and love and goodness, and I found that everything good I wanted in life actually came from Him, not the things in this world. This world is passing away but whoever does the will of God lives forever. I wouldn't trade my salvation for anything. No amount of girls, money, or friends would ever make up for it. I'm getting deep aha, I just felt like I needed to get it off my chest and that in all the hardships I've had in my life, it was all pointing me towards God, because I found God when I was weak, humbled, and when everything was striped of me. In the end, nothing else matters where you spend eternity.

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